☭ monophonic taxi ; I am legion.

So, right, last Thursday we went to Maison to get our Bacardi, we went there Saturday previously to celebrate my sisters birthday since her friends did nothing for her. They can't even bring her anywhere until she had to use the smelly lrt to go around. Nice friends, eh. But she feigned headache so we went without her. Very grateful right? I don't know what to do anymore since my husband was pissed off over the rempit thing and now this. I told her specifically not to bring the rempit to Joe's mum's room and she said yes but she lied to me. How can I trust her anymore? What's so exciting in bringing a rempit who has a tudung girlfriend into a room that's not even hers in a house that's also not even hers? Then my husband noticed she updated her status saying she's going out but she's not. Why would she lie to her own friends? Does she think by pretending to have a life on facebook makes her cool? I go out everyday and it bores me. Once I told her we should speak in Sarawakian Malay but she said no because she's used to talk in peninsular Malay. How can she adapt anywhere if she can't even do it linguistically? Now her moodswings are still on the down low because she hasn't moved on from her ex yet. My husband said the best way to get over exes is not by getting attached to a rebound because if it goes wrong she would be more down. How can I redeem her self eteem when my husband thinks she's a pathetic wannabe. I tried to let her have fun once in a while but since her favorite thing to do is sit and judge people (as if she's god) or eat at McD (WOW) what am I supposed to do? Is it not enough that she's a hypocrite who only remembers her god when she's in trouble? What do these people think really, that by saying Ya Allah, their god will forgive their sin and help them? All the things I do, I did it myself, no god helped me. Here I am still alive and kicking with things always going exactly the way I want it. I don't need god.

It's very awkward when Chinese salesperson talk their language to me. I would say "Sorry I'm not Chinese" instead of "Sorry I don't speak Chinese" because if I say the latter they will speak jinjang Manglish to me. Some who are less blunt asked me outright whether I'm Chinese or Malay. Of course I say neither. Even the Sarawakian girl in my office think I'm mix, when I told her I'm Melanau she had the 'duh of course' look on her face. I mean come the fuck on, it's obvious I don't look like either one. Even Herr J noticed it when we went out. Also the Seed bags were not on sale anymore so I bought a Charles & Keith. Oh also, S's cousin works as a bouncer at the AHR, so he said meleis will go to Space and Chinese will go to Maison. We said nobody at Maison told us to go to Space then F said maybe it was because of me. We went to Space anyway after that..

The wc qualifying match was hilarious. I had a bet so I supported Singapore (they won). The stadium was filled to the brim with meleis. To make it clearer that they're kam, they chanted loser to Singapore players and booed their national anthem. How ignorantly impolite is that eh? They got it in they face when they lost. Being kam is not where you come from, it's your behavior. I've seen born and bred KLites who behaved like someone who came from Kapit. And I've seen a girl from Kapit who behave better than them. All in the office. Why can't people just be themselves? Just behave properly and everything will be fine, no one will care where you're from. Everyone knows I'm from a small town in Sarawak because I told them to and usually they're surprised because I live like I've been here all my life. I can even live in Siberia and not get culture shock, solely because I'm not narrow minded.

The gods made me a mean bitch for a reason, to help people in denial to wake the fuck up, god will not be there to help you. I tried to be nice but everyone took it for granted and lied to me. Why should I be nice to ungrateful people?

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